Circumstances have changed the way I look at situations.  Being in prison takes a toll on your psyche in ways that are unimaginable. When you are forced to live in your head because it is physically impossible to act on your thoughts.  If you are what you think and you think highly of yourself but in reality you’re a prisoner trying to escape psychologically creating an elaborate world that only exists in their mind.  How does one get a grip on things.  Is there a science to this? I struggle to figure out.  How come I’m having such a hard time making friends beyond the walls when I witness guys who behave foolishly that attract ladies.  It seems as if I’m in an alternate reality.  I truly think I can offer a woman mature enough to accept a man in my predicament that ultimate experience.