Journal September 26, 2011

S. Brown

September 26, 2011

Here I am again.  Wondering what I will do with myself when I make it out of here.  I will not wander aimlessly, I have goals.  But it is so easy to get caught up in feelings of hopelessness starting all over again.  You can’t help but worry where you will sleep, work, eat; Who your friends will be; How your family will act.  So many things that I have not had to consider for the past 10 years.  Trivial in here but milestones in the world.

It is hard to imagine being an active part of society again.  I will put my faith in the Lord.  By Him I will stand or fall.  Regardless of the outcome, that is where I’ll be.  Amen.