September 26, 2011
Here I am again. Wondering what I will do with myself when I make it out of here. I will not wander aimlessly, I have goals. But it is so easy to get caught up in feelings of hopelessness starting all over again. You can’t help but worry where you will sleep, work, eat; Who your friends will be; How your family will act. So many things that I have not had to consider for the past 10 years. Trivial in here but milestones in the world.
It is hard to imagine being an active part of society again. I will put my faith in the Lord. By Him I will stand or fall. Regardless of the outcome, that is where I’ll be. Amen.